Saturday, 09 June 2012
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Down another pound which I SHOULD be really happy about... except at one point yesterday I weighed myself and I was down 1.5 from the morning... landing myself in the next tens digit. I don't know why that .5 would come back on... my intake was 456 yesterday. Trail mix for lunch and a salad for dinner.
I went to E's last night. It was pretty good. We talked a lot of lovey-doveys and about how to make a future together. He really really really really really wants me to get divorced... understandable. But I need to live somewhere??? I would be fine with coming here when the kids wake up and leaving when they go to bed, and living somewhere else with E at night. It just might happen... stay tuned.
I'm definately going to be skinny. no matter what. I'm sick of looking at this body! I want to love what I see in the mirror. Getting closer...
Peace love and skinniness.
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Maybe you need to poop or you have gas! Don't let that .5 of a pound get you down! You can do this. Stay strong <3
we'll get to skinny someday love!
uhm.... if that picture in the profile pic is you, I think you're doing well. in fact... I think you may need a sandwich......... skinny is one thing, shaped is what you wanna go for! =}
looking good chica
good luck with your goals!
keep strong! youll get that .5 gone!
Damn you look like SHIT! How would anyone get a hard on for a starved Bosnian refuge???
@littlemiss_delicate - I definately need to poop... I only went twice last week =[ I'm procrastinating on the laxatives. They just ruin my whole day!
And to the other commenters I won't bother tagging... No that picture is not me, I wish. I don't judge your perception of beauty, so please don't tell me I'm wrong. I can't change what appeals to me anymore than you can.
@littlemiss_delicate - I definately need to poop... I only went twice last week =[ I'm procrastinating on the laxatives. They just ruin my whole day!
And to the other commenters I won't bother tagging... No that picture is not me, I wish. I don't judge your perception of beauty, so please don't tell me I'm wrong. I can't change what appeals to me anymore than you can.
i just had to say this.. even if you are able to arrange where you go to your house and stay with your kids while they are awake... if you think they won't be on to the fact that something is up, you are kidding yourself.
@East_Coast_Anaaaaa - I know I wrote a long comment back to you on my other post but it seems like since you're a new friend maybe you don't know a lot of what been going on. My husband was out of the picture for 18 months, until just this April. It was sudden when he left. I won't get into the painful details, but my kids were really put through a lot. Maybe they will know somethings up, but they will have their needs met and most importantly, they will know they are loved. I'd rather them feel like I'm naively trying to protect them than to see things get as bad as they did last year
and also, E and I have been together on and off (mostly on) for the past 18 months as well.