Saturday, 09 June 2012
Down another pound which I SHOULD be really happy about... except at one point yesterday I weighed myself and I was down 1.5 from the morning... landing myself in the next tens digit. I don't know why that .5 would come back on... my intake was 456 yesterday. Trail mix for lunch and a salad for dinner.
I went to E's last night. It was pretty good. We talked a lot of lovey-doveys and about how to make a future together. He really really really really really wants me to get divorced... understandable. But I need to live somewhere??? I would be fine with coming here when the kids wake up and leaving when they go to bed, and living somewhere else with E at night. It just might happen... stay tuned.
I'm definately going to be skinny. no matter what. I'm sick of looking at this body! I want to love what I see in the mirror. Getting closer...
Peace love and skinniness.