Monday, 07 January 2013
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Well hey. In such a weird mood and not feeling very connected to my blog lately. I'm not sure if it's lack of response, lack of other people really posting or what. It's not lack of motivation though, as it usually is. I have been really determined.
I'm scared to lose my license next week. I need to talk to my lawyer, make sure he understands how important this is.... I don't think he gives a shit.
I had dinner last night with my two real best friends, introduced them to The Money. They both loved him, so did The Gay's boyfriend. I wasn't suprised at all. I knew they'd love him. He's driving me crazy though. He's GOT TO RELAX. I'm getting the sense more and more that he truely does want me the way I want to be wanted... but the athiest thing really bothers me. I don't feel like an athiest and a Christian love the same way. God plays a huge role in how I feel about the ones I'm close to. He can't relate to that at all, and I can't relate to what he feels. To me, the lack of God means lack of a soul, lack of soul equals lack of love. I don't get it. But I am giving him a chance.
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Hey! Sorry you're not feeling very connected to your blog lately...I was kinda feeling the same way for the past few weeks. But I really love reading about your life...so just wanted to let you know that, even if I don't comment very often. :)
sometimes giving someone a chance is all you need to do. im christain and hubby is buddhist. sometimes is causes problems, but for the most part it works ok. maybe being with you will change his belief system some?
*hug*
Lack of god doesn't mean lack of soul. It still means he's a good person. Not all atheists are out killing people and hating them and not all Christians are good people. In fact most aren't and they use god as an excuse and hope for his forgiveness. I am christian, so I'm not defending him but give him a chance, he seems like the one that's actually the best for you. He seems like he's really good to you. And I know what you mean about feeling disconnected. I think once school starts an all the holidays are over then there will be more people on here. I hope.
just hang in there. you'll figure out if things are right with him or not. and hopefully you'll feel more connected on here :)
I am an atheist and my wife is Catholic, we don't have any problems. Just keep an open mind and respect each other. I think the religion part is less of a problem than if he wants to be with other girls like you mentioned before, unless I am mistaken about that. Fidelity is very important in a relationship, it builds trust.
hey.
You posted a list a couple posts ago about several reasons why The Money wasn't a good idea... more than just the faith difference. *I* don't think he treats you well, and always wanting you naked and ogling other women is *not* keeper material. *You* are a valuable human being and deserve to be with someone who will appreciate you, without needing to spice things up with other women.
I know my views are not popular, but I don't care. Go read over the list you made again.
@proanaArt - Is your wife practicing Catholic? I mean... as a Catholic she must believe you are going to hell. How can you sleep with the damned??? As an Athiest, I assume you think she's foolish for praying, etc, so why did you chose her? And as for the fidelity, I count looking/fantasizing as a breach of trust. If I'm not mistaken, you do fantasize about other women. Is this okay with your wife? I'm not trying to sound rude or harsh or anything, but I'm trying to understand the dynamic and how it relates to my feelings.
@BandoHobbit - Yes, there are other reasons, you're totally right. I guess because I see how in love he is with me... and the fact that he would do nearly anything to keep me I believe he can knock it off with those behaviors. In fact, I don't think they are really part of who he is. Long story short, he seems to me like a kid who had no fun, no friends, no socialization until he got successful and is now trying to be like everyone else. I think it's more that he thinks these things are normal and cool than that they are important to him. But Athiesm, I believe that is a true part of him and is a big red flag for me.
christian or athiest or muslim or catholic...noone loves the same way. no one.